swyt black butterfly

Ohhh..I'm here..

2009-04-17T04:59:00.000-07:00

Oh well..its been sometime since i've updated my blog..

Nothing much has happened..
Mock exam was the only thing and today its also finished..oh..hama jehumuge neyvaa e levijje..hehe..
and again within weeks time final exam starts...kiyavaa kiyavaa boa govany..
oh..how u guyzz doin??

anything new goin on??
well, for me... this siyaasee vaahakatha is getting a bit interesting..TV hulhuvaalaa konme faharaku siyaasee bahus or a campaign song or candidatunge gadi...
its fun to listen molhethi zuvaabu kuraa adu..hehe
and that TVM bahus i won't call it as a bahus..seriously..is it goin like a bahus??
i will rename it as "siyaasee suvaalu"..
and this bahus ga baiveri vaa candidates dhey javaabu dho??
hee hee halaaku..

dhen konme gothe viyas buneveyny if u are 18 vote laashey..ekamaku eyge kurin visnaalaashey..hehe..

ok..me goin to sleep..
tc all.. bai baaaai...

Ekuveringe hadhiyaathaku therein...

2009-02-25T23:57:00.000-08:00

here i am again with a new thingy..

this is a poem dedicated to me by one of my very cloxe friend..

SAMAA..

I jux thought of sharing it with you all...

****

You are so special

In every way that exists

Words cannot express

Hearts cannot tell

How special you are

You have eyes of a flower

Blooming like a rose

Growing like daffodils

Open like sunflower

Your eyes have the softness of d petals

Your smiles brings happiness

They make us laugh

They keep us warm inside

They give us comfort

No one has a smile like yours

You walk like a professional

Just like a beautiful model

It seems that you can

Fly so high,upto the sky

Like a graceful butterfly

Your kind nature

Your sweet ways

Your cute face

Your whole personality

Thats wat so special

I look at you

I know you fly

I know you care

I know you love

The clear blue sky

You give us gifts

You give king words

You send us warm greetings

You send your heart

To all whom you love

You're strong like a warrior

Your bag says it so

Who are you

You're unique

You're so swyyyyt

This I dedicate you

My love, my thanks

This might be short

but then for you

Everything is so special...

*****

thats it...annnd thanxx a lot samaaa for this

swyt swyyyt poem...

love you lotsss...:)

Pooooor Meeee!!!!

2009-02-13T03:15:00.000-08:00

awww..poor poor mee is not happy...

yes..i am not...

i dunno whats bothering me...i dunno what i am thinking of...

i dunno why i am feeling like this..wat i know is there's

sumthin forcing me to think of...

Damnn!!

i'm soo lazy these days..don't feel like studying or doing anything...

i don't feel like updating...

i dunno whats wrong with me...

ppl..wat can i do...??

i hav only 87 days left for my exam..

i know midhuvaskolhu ge beynun rangalhu gothuga

nuhifaifiyya later i hav to cry kan ves...

but still....i dunno...

im sad...

=black butterfly=

Don't hesitate...

2009-01-24T09:14:00.001-08:00

yess..why do people hesitate to express their feelings...?

keeping all the feelings in heart and thinking about it all day and night..

and atlast saying i couldn't do it..or i couldn't get it...i wax stressed..

can he/she shows stress as a good reason??

i don't think so0o0oo..

o.0

everyone has feelings..everyone has needs...we have to express it in order to succeed..

but what happens to most of us is...we hesitate...yyyyeesss we hesitate...

this is not how it should be...we have the freedom of expressing feelings..

am i right??

we have to express what is in our heart before the time flies away..

vaguthu faaaithu nuvaneees...

sometimes late is being better than never...but in my experience being late sometimes gives pain..a lot of pain...it hurts a lot...annnd it takes a lot of time to heal..

i think u've got wat im trying to say..

so ppl ....you gotta tell them what is in your heart or what u need before its too late..

don't hesitate..

Yeyyyy...I'm back.....

2009-01-20T01:37:00.000-08:00

Finally, the exams are over annnnnd i'm back...
welcome me, ppl...wat to say about exam??
it went on well annd i'm now supposed to be happy..
annnnd kei madhuvefa waiting for results..
iraadha kureviyya results rangalhu vaane kamu ge ummeedhuga...

then wat??did u guys miss me?? anything new happened??
wat was it? wat was it??lemme know

exams nimumuge ufaluga we couldn't do anything..
it is sooo fooohi these days...24 hours schoool ga..
i think this is enough for an update..
i'm goin..buh byeee
i have tuition..

Happy New Year

2008-12-31T21:33:00.000-08:00

A new year again...Welcome to the year 2009..

Everyone has been writing about new year and new year resolutions..

So i thought i'd share some too:)

Well..last year, year 2008 wasn't much fun for me..

Nothing interesting happened..

lets have a look at the stuffs i did last year..

*the whole year i spent on studying..(it was kinda boring sumtimes, but fun too)

*in class a bunch of friends got together, formed a group named PO..

we celebrated our friends b'days..(it was really majaa)

*oh..i got a real surprise party from all my close friends..(how swyt of them..)

met really wonderful people like you all..(thanx to you all)

*some sad sad things also happend..(no nyd to talk about those thingyzz)

not much..eh??

then this year..so many things ahead..

the first six months for studying..i'll be very busy on the first six months..

well..this year i'll finish my A'levels then will have to search for a job..

blah..blah..

i have very big four dreams..may all my dreams come true..Aameen..

I think as a new year post this is enough..don't u??hehe..

maa dhiguves vejje:(

hei people i'm gonna take a break with this post..

i have to get ready for my exams..

will be back after 20th of this month..till then

take care all..

Once again...

Happy New Year..

byebye..

X, Y annnnnd Z...

2008-12-23T05:58:00.000-08:00

sorry for the un-updated blog:(
i'm not in the mood to blog these days..
my AS exam is approaching annd i have to study..
yessss i have to study..v v gadhaya....

i juz want to discuss sumthn with u ..

why do some girls let some "gooooood" boys down??

I mean...like for example

a girl X is luvd by a very gooood boy Y who shares all the

things with her and comforts her..

a boy Z who is a drug addict, a smoker loves the same girl

annd he proposes to X..

first time the girl rejects ....

but later when Z shows his feelings and

his luv for her she goes with Z..

leaving the innocent guy who truly and

madly loved the girl..

only bcoz of the sympathy she felt for him...

ofcourse..the boy Y gets hurted annd depressed too..

i dunno y some girls feel sympathy for that kind of

people....

.....???

juz thought of discussing u all..as this was the hot topic

in my class today..

o.O

=black butterfly=

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A Question...

2008-12-18T10:26:00.000-08:00

I have a question for you all...

Do girls/guys care a lot about looks orr more about personality and intelligence??

wat do you think??

Urghhh..well .. in my view..it depends on the nature of the person..right??

when they are in student life they care about only their looks..

but after finishing schools..they take care of their looks, personality plus intelligence..

am i right??

how is your thinking about this??

=black butterfly=

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Happy Birthday My Dear Sissss....!!!

2008-12-14T09:59:00.000-08:00

well..today is my luvn sis aatha (maroonrose) ge b'day..

happy birthday dear sis..

hmm u guys kno??I started planning for this day vara kurinssure..

v salhi koh plan kury surprise party e dheyn..

I discussed with ma very close friends..annnd thanx a lot for all of them..

then upto today evening hurihaa kame ves dhiyaee v salhi koh..

my sis had no idea about me and her husbands plan..

party ready koffa hurihaa kame nimmafa aatha gennan gulhy...

hurihaa kame fanivy....

i was so sad..was nearly in tears..

she knew all the things we planned and it was foooooohi!!!

then she came..me was not in a good mood..hehe

ehennu vaany egotha veema dhw?

actually,she didn't kno about our plans..

juz she said the things that came to her mind that tym..

wat to do??

hurihaakameves dhimaavi...that was buneveyny iththifaagey dhw?

anyhow party ves nimijje..faniviyas it was vara majaa!!

annnd yess yess! i gave her a vara loabi loabi purse e..

hmm then once again HaPPy bIRthDaY my dear sisssss...

gn, tc all

byebye

=black butterfly=

??????...

2008-12-10T08:07:00.000-08:00

ok.. im here again...

atlast CAE exams tha ves nimijje..

dhen English kiyavaakaves nujeheyne...yesss!!

hmm dhen test dhw?

it was ok..

Reading paper kudako undhaguvi as usual..

writing paper ga boda ready vevuny proposal writing a..

ehennu vaany ves..

all the teachers gave 99% guarantee proposal annane kama..

dhen ok..letter e liyan othy..i did it very well..

dhen use in english aa listening ves ok..

oh!dhen those supervisors dhw?

english teste, ekam dhakka hurihaa vaahakae

translate kuraane dhivessa..

then it was so foooohi..

hmm dhen mi exam nimuny..

dhen ready vaan jeheyny january exams a..

dhen that was it...

me goin..v tired...

gn..bye bye

tc all..

=black butterfly=

(Image by kayceeus, deviantart)

Eid Mubarak...

2008-12-07T06:59:00.000-08:00

hei peepz,...

eid mubarak..

eid ge heyo edhumaai mubaarak baadhee aai thahuniyaa

enmehaa meesthakunna aris kuran..

there's nuthn much for this year's eid celebrations..

juz staying home and studying..

test ais boamathivumuge sababun abadhu kiyavan jeheny..

soo this eid holidays for studying...

annnnd

im having my CAE exam on cumin wednesday..

wish me gudluck all..

hehee

and to you all my friends who do CAE ...gudluck..

dhen kome akas..

adhives effaharu eid ge thahuniyaa ariskuran..

bye bye, tc..

=black butterfly=

(Image source by google)

Staying strong...

2008-12-05T10:13:00.000-08:00

In everyday of our lyf we face challenges.

this isto test our character and souls.

It is at these times we need to stay strong.

one of our loved one may have a bad mood and may say some harsh words...

when we go to class the teacher maybe upset and may give a hard stare.

one friend in the class maybe irritated and upset..

how do we handle these challenges??

in order to remain strong at these times we have to develop some good practices..

when the teacher gives a hard stare we think we had done something wrong..

we have to change the way of our thinking..

we should not assume we have done something wrong..

think a lil bit positively..

maybe the teacher was not feeling well orr

had a fight with spouse orr

had some other problem..

y should we blame ourselves???

this is a very common thing that happens to some of us.

the point is, we should stay strong..

we should trust ourselves..

we should have a will power to stay strong

So as we face our daily challenges let us say to ourselves,

"I will always stay strong."

=black butterfly=

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Do You Know??

2008-12-03T07:45:00.000-08:00

hOw frIEndShiP bReAKs??

both friends will think the other is buxy...

not to disturb, they will not contact each other..
both will think let the other contact...

days passes....
so many talks missed... no caring.. no sharing..

after that, each will think why should I contact first??

from here onwards the luv for each other will no more be there..
memory of each other becomes weak..
no more friends...
=/
hehe

this is majaaa dhw??

=black butterfly=

(Image taken from DeviantArt

2008-12-01T07:02:00.000-08:00

GO LOOK AT THE MOON....

the sky is smiling at you..

Holidaysss oa meee..

2008-12-01T00:49:00.000-08:00

what are holidays supposed to be in your point of view??

a time to relax orrr a time to study orr having fun??

I think its supposed to be time of funnnn and

some time for us to relax.

but this holidaysss....

no time to relax

no time to have fun.

Holidays oa dhen meee..ekam konme dhuvahaku

extra class,

ehaa vara filaavalhu

annnd ehaa gina homeworks..

b cox of these classes everyday, rashaka ves nudhevunu..

foohi..foohi...

=black butterfly=

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No time...

2008-11-29T02:40:00.000-08:00

these dayzz

passes by so quickly..

I dunno how this time is flying these dayzz..

have loads and loads of works..

exams boa mathyga..

dhas kuran jehey filaavalhutha ehaa gina

mivarun kihineibaa ulheyny??

vaguthu dhaa leh avas kamun dhen neyge bunaakaves

loa maraalaafa hulhuvaairu dhuvas onnanee gossa..

vaguthu fahaa dhuvan mihaaru jeheny..

hehe

liyaane eche neygeythy mikahala echehi liyeveny

mives ok ennu dhw??

=black butterfly=

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Why Flowers Make You Happy....

2008-11-24T03:32:00.000-08:00

Who doesn't like flowers??

Whether it's to celebrate a special event like a birthday or graduation,

to cheer someone up, or the most common use of flowers;

to declare love for that special someone.

Flowers are known as universal gift for every occasion.

It can simply brighten up one's day.

It has been found that being around flowers triggers uplifting emotions

like happiness...

Flowers are also able to enhance good feelings such as

life satisfaction and

also affect how people behave in social situation.

Being around flowers makes people more sociable and

leads to increased contacts with others..

especially friends and family...
People who receive flowers are more likely to be less anxious,

depressed and restless..annnd those people are

highly satisfied with their lives....

So sorround yourself and your loved ones with flowers

and see the differnce...

A Good Night's Sleep...

2008-11-23T09:22:00.000-08:00

A good night's sleep is more important than you think.

Too little sleep depresses the immune system and

brings on premature ageing.

An average night's sleep lasts about eight hours

but anywhere between six and ten hours is normal.
Everyone knows the benefits of sleeping and we all

talk about sleeping 8 hours...

But, I'm sure most of the people don't sleep 8 hours..

What are the things that disturb your sleep??

Noise from fan, bad dreams, worries such things

keeps us away from sleep..

People who face these problems do so many things to

get a good night's sleep.

Many people take sleeping pills...

Is taking sleeping pills the best thing, those people can

do to have a good night's sleep??

What's the best thing you do when, such things disturbs

your sleep??

To sparkling moon who turned 18!!

2008-11-21T01:19:00.000-08:00

Hei, Happy Birthday Fathin!!

I met her for the first time on 2007. U kno?? She was
one of the quiet person in my class..didn't talk
much...bas ahaa type kujje..

For the first time she talked me...Anas aky kaakutho
balan..hehe.It turned quite well n we became
"gud" friendz.

Look at her now! She has become one of the an'ga gadha
one in class..hehe that's gud..
and my bestest friend now..
*smile*

Hei, you are no more a child now..
remember your responsibilities..
and bunan ..don't depend on ppl ingey..

and one thing.., get ready for the surprise..
haha
Happy b'day dear..
*hugsss*

Believe In You...

2008-11-18T06:35:00.001-08:00

Always believe in You....
Listen to your heart....
Trust your instincts...
Know you CAN....
See your own strengths..
Dream it~ Dare it..
Do what you are afraid of..
Keep the faith...
Follow your vision..
Remember,
Anything is possible..
If only you believe...

True Friends....

2008-11-17T08:43:00.000-08:00

Friendship is one of those parts of life that we at times take
for granted. It rolls of our tongues as if we expect it to be
present in all areas of our lives. I hear people say,"friends
forever","we're true friends" blah blah..and so on...

But, I wonder, how many true friendships you have??
How many people do you truly see as friends??

Friendship is more than just being friends. It is a connection
deep within the spiritual soul that is an unearned gift of love.

Hmmm...about true friends....

True friends understand being human and give the other, room
to grow. True friends are there even when they are not expected
to be present and they know and cherish each other's gifts.

"Friendship is love wth understanding"

It is a special bond that is created out of genuine affection
and is given freely to those who shows the truth. It is given
without the thought of reward but with the essence of the
heart which longs for this special connection.

A true friend should be honest, should be there with you in
times of needs, they offers to help, they talk frequently but
they zip their lips if a secret is being told.

So how about your friends?? Judge them...

Is this wat they call "STRESS"???

2008-11-15T06:52:00.000-08:00

I juz wonder wat's wrong with me...!! I dunno..
Beynunvaagotha evves kame nukurevey...In studies..In everything I do..

Am I feeling lonely?? Orrr sumthing misssing???
No! No!
I have people who cares me..I have people who luvs me..I have a good family..
I have so many goood friends..Then wats bothering me???

I have loads and loads of works on my head..my exams..
I want to work very hard and I'm sure I can get ready for the exams within
few days..but..one thing..results..How will be the results??

There's nuthin I could say about my results...cox it's hopeless...
I wonder, exam ehaa rangalha hadhairu my results ehaa ...rangalhu nuvany
keevebaaey??

My parents, my family members expect good results from my side..But...

I juz want to say sorry for all of them, I'm sorry....
I want to get rid of this..I want your help!!!

2008-11-15T00:14:00.000-08:00

Butterfly

Butterfly; butterfly fly away,

teach me how to be as free as free can be.

Butterfly; butterfly I see you there,

its beautiful the way your wings caress the air.

Butterfly; butterfly go as high as you can go, show me the things that I don't yet know.

Butterfly; butterfly fly into the sky,

dropp down and land yourself by my side.

Butterfly; butterfly I see you kiss a flower,

my eyes fill and I begin to ponder.

Butterfly; butterfly your beauty soars,

I see the beauty in you and I see the beauty within me.

Butterfly; butterfly show me the way,

For beauty is beautiful but there's more to me.

Butterfly; butterfly show yourself,

I see your colors and I see your shimmer,is there anything else?

Butterfly; butterfly what is the matter?

can't you give me an answer for the questions I desire?

Butterfly; butterfly I see you dying,

life is far too short to sit around crying.

Butterfly; butterfly don't you go,

for your goal has not yet been accomplished.

Butterfly; butterfly let me lift you,

I peer into your eyes and see that there's a secret inside.

Butterfly; butterfly let it out,

your secret could hold great things, give me the secret to life.

Butterfly; butterfly let me know,

before you take your last breath; show me what you hold.

Butterfly; butterfly there you go...

You twitch away letting me that the secret to life is having the courage...

to just let go

ATLAST I'M ON BLOGSPHERE....

2008-11-14T08:31:00.000-08:00

Finally I'm on blogsphere.
I had a feeling to start blogging before also..
But was in two thoughts....whether to start or not...
Its really interesting to read other blogs..and i luvvvv it.....hehee
I'm not that active person to post new items and to update my blog everyday
But here.....I thank you my luvn sis for dragging me to the world of blogging...

a rose

2008-11-13T00:42:00.000-08:00

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